"Life Is Fleeting . . . "

"Life is fleeting; it just slips through your fingers. All vanishes like mist." - Ecclesiastes 12:8

As I write these words I'm reminded of Harold Schweizer’s book, On Waiting. An idea that he proposes is that when we are waiting for something, time is passing us by. Or at least, that’s what we think. But time doesn’t pass us by. Actually, he says, we are the ones that are passing by.

Mortality, the sense that time happens, that we are in time, and that our time will end, is responsible for much anxiety. The writer of Ecclesiastes had the same feeling. All is vanity. It’s all meaningless, because, in the end, we’re all going to die: “A generation goes, and a generation comes, but the earth remains forever.” (Ecclesiastes 1:4)

And yet during our march past the constant, watching eyes of time, we are all destined, for at least one moment in our lives, with a confrontation with "The Truth". The truth of our mortality, our helplessness, and our sinful nature measured against the standard of the law of our Creator.

"NUTS!"

“Men, we are surrounded by the enemy. We have the greatest opportunity ever presented an army. We can attack in any direction.” - Brig. Gen. Anthony McAuliffe

On December 22, 1944, at about 11:30 in the morning, a group of four German soldiers, waving two white flags, approached the American lines using the Arlon Road from the direction of Remoifosse, south of Bastogne. The group consisted of two officers and two enlisted men. 

The Americans defending in that location were members of F Company of the 327th Glider Infantry Regiment, 101st Airborne Division. The Germans walked past a bazooka team in a foxhole in front of the Kessler farm and stopped in front of the foxhole of PFC Leo Palma, a B.A.R. gunner. The Germans explained that they had a written message to be presented to the American Commander in Bastogne.

They consented to being blindfolded and taken to the American Commanding Officer. In fact, they had brought blindfolds with them. The German surrender demand was typewritten on two sheets. One was in English, the other in German. They had been typed on an English typewriter as indicated by the fact that the diacritical marks required on the German copy had been entered by hand.

How To Approach A King . . .

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30\

We don't get a lot of insight into Jesus in the same way that we know and describe the fellow humans who reside in our circles. I mean, we know that he lived more than 2,000 years ago. And I realize that this is a basic stereotype, but he was Jewish so its probable that he had a long nose and dark hair. He was from the Middle East and spent the majority of his time outdoors so he likely had a dark complexion. But in regard to whether he was he tall, skinny, had brown or green eyes, we just don't know. And at this point we should reach the conclusion that God doesn't feel like Jesus's appearance was of great consequence as well. Because his appearance doesn’t really matter nearly as much as what he did for us does, and that’s why we’re grateful for him.

Yet, we are not without clues . . . 

The Greatness of Henry Mancini

 

One of my favorite childhood memories is sitting on our couch in our living room, with the sunlight dancing through our three bay windows, anchored on both sides by floor-to-ceiling handmade bookshelves, (crafted by my Dad) which of course contained books, our Encylopeidia collection, and our stereo amplifier, record player, and speakers. 

Sitting in the exact center of the couch, you could hear the different sounds coming from the left and the right speakers, a pretty new phenomena in the 60's, but one that was soon embraced by most of the music culture. Dad's record collection consisted of gospel, Elvis, Son's of the Pioneers, Henry Mancini, Boots Randolph, Roger Williams, and more. My personal favorites were Elvis and Henry Mancini. 

Mancini also composed some of the greatest soundtracks of the time, including Hatari, (my favorite) Creature from the Black Lagoon, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Pink Panther, and so many more. The music selection featured in the video is from the John Wayne movie, Hatari, which I highly recommend. 

Enjoy! 

Is Music A Universal Language?

This blog is based on a article by: David Ludden Ph.D. | Psychology Today 2015

"Music is a universal language. Or so musicians like to claim. “With music,” they’ll say, “you can communicate across cultural and linguistic boundaries in ways that you can’t with ordinary languages like English or French.”

On one level, this statement is obviously true. You don’t have to speak French to enjoy a composition by Debussy. But is music really a universal language? That depends on what you mean by “universal” and what you mean by “language.”

Every human culture has music, just as each has language. So it’s true that music is a universal feature of the human experience. At the same time, both music and linguistic systems vary widely from culture to culture. 

RMP #1

Starting a new series, titled "Random Memory Posts", which should play out just like the name describes. Now I'm not promising that these will occur on a regular basis, but I here I am at the starting line and that in itself is a powerful commitment. 

Today's RMP is from the year, 1968 and is both a painful and wonderful memory, depending on the person you ask for their perspective. 

Back story, I've always loved to read, and by the time I was eight, I was diving into easy-to-read mysteries, as well as fantasy and sci-fi books. I had started devouring the Lucky Starr science fiction books that were written by Isaac Asimov, though through the first few books in the series he used the pseudonym, Paul French. Another of my favorite authors was Arthur C. Clarke and if my memory is correct, I had read an article in Boys Life magazine where Clarke referred to a movie coming out later in 1968, which was based on some short stories he had written a few years earlier. 

That movie, 2001: A Space Odyssey. 

Happy 4th of July!

Thomas Jefferson and John Adams were lifelong friends. They were both patriots during the American Revolution, both worked on the committee to draft the Declaration of Independence, and both held the title of President of the United States. Although different in many ways, when the two met at the Continental Congress in 1775, they developed a strong friendship and respect for one another. They bonded over a love of books, reading, and writing.

However, despite their closeness, Jefferson and Adams fought often over their political views. Jefferson and Adams were the last surviving members of the original American revolutionaries who had stood up to the British empire and forged a new political system in the former colonies.As a Democratic / Republican, Jefferson advocated for the rights of states, while Adams, a Federalist, supported a strong national government.  Both friends ran for president in the 1796 election, and Adams beat Jefferson by just 3 electoral votes. Still, the two remained friends. And after receiving the second highest number of votes, Jefferson served as vice-president to Adams for the next four years. 

It was during this time that their ideas about policy-making became as distinct as their personalities. The irascible and hot-tempered Adams was a firm believer in a strong centralized government, while the erudite and genteel Jefferson believed federal government should take a more hands-off approach and defer to individual states’ rights. As Adams’ vice president, Jefferson was so horrified by what he considered to be Adams’ abuse of the presidency–particularly his passage of the restrictive Alien and Sedition Acts of 1798–that he abandoned Adams and Washington for his estate at Monticello. There, he plotted how to bring his Republican faction back into power in the presidential election of 1800. After an exceptionally bitter campaign, in which both parties engaged in slanderous attacks on each other in print, Jefferson emerged victorious. It appeared the former friends would be eternal enemies. And they were enemies for the next ten years.

Pulling back the curtain . . .

It has been brought to my attention by the two or three of you who read this blog on a regular basis, that my postings have become less personal over the past six months or so. (Or to be more precise, since I renewed this blog in early 2025). 

It is always revealing when reminded of how much of oneself is oblivious to your own thoughts, perceptions and actions. 

So to quickly deal with the surmised motive behind my slipping behind the fence of my public facade, I'm still dealing with grief and pain. Grief for a life and love that also I let slip away, no matter the rapidly changing introspections of that period of my life. And to be brutally transparent, so much of the past few years is literally a blur. Some of it can be attributed to me painting over memories in an effort to recast myself in a more favorable light, perhaps. Then, there is a more physical cause, as I'm getting older, memories are becoming more of an hurdle to recall than in years past. And then there is the unknown that hovers over us all. What is the old saying, there are two viewpoints in every relationship and then there is the truth?

Well, I'm not sure I believe that is always the case. Sometimes there is just the truth, and two people trying to navigate their own survival in the vacuum of what used to be. 

"Keep Me In Your Heart For Awhile"

When Warren Zevon learned he had a terminal illness he was determined to put together a final studio album. Fortunately, his record label; Artemis gave him a generous budget and he set out to bring as many of his friends together as possible. Check out this list:

Guitars – Ry Cooder, Bruce Springsteen, Brad Davis, Randy Mitchell, Tommy Shaw, David Lindley, Mike Campbell and Joe Walsh

Bass – Jorge Calderon and Reggie Hamilton

Vocals – Billy Bob Thornton, Dwight Yoakam, Bruce Springsteen, John Waite, Don Henley, Timothy B. Schmidt, Jordan Zevon, Jackson Browne, T Bone Burnett, Tom Petty and Emmylou Harris

Drums and Percussion – Don Henley, Jim Keltner, Steve Gorman and Luis Conte

Piano – James Raymond

Saxophone – Gil Bernal

Not only is this one of the best farewell albums ever recorded, I believe it stands as one of the best. Every track is sensational. The musical contributions from the group listed above is jaw dropping. You can hear the effort that every player brought to this project. And yet, the most powerful song on the album has the most simplistic arrangement. 

The Story Behind The Song

I don't know about you, but I love to dive deeper into the origin and context of some of my favorite songs, movies, performances, etc. My most recent excursion down this rabbit hole occurred after I watched the music video posted above. The song, "Silver Springs", was written by Stevie Nicks, and describes her perspective on the implosion of her romantic relationship with fellow bandmate and guitarist Lindsey Buckingham. 

She is quoted as saying: "I wrote "Silver Springs" about Lindsey. And we were in Maryland somewhere driving under a freeway sign that said Silver Springs [sic]. And I loved the name… Silver Springs sounded like a pretty fabulous place to me. And 'You could be my silver springs' – that's just a whole symbolic thing of what you could have been to me."

The Destruction of Damascus Prophecy

I thought that based on the events that are happening today, (Israel attacking Iran on June 13th in an attempt to cripple their nuclear capability), it might be a good time to revisit one of the few prophecies left unfilled in the Old Testament. 

Isaiah 17 gives a prophecy about the destruction of Damascus. In addition to the prophet Isaiah, Jeremiah and Amos also write of the destruction coming to one of the world’s most ancient cities.

“The burden against Damascus. ‘Behold, Damascus will cease from being a city, and it will be a ruinous heap. The cities of Aroer are forsaken; they will be for flocks which lie down, and no one will make them afraid. The fortress also will cease from Ephraim, the kingdom from Damascus, and the remnant of Syria…’” (Isaiah 17:1-3)

Dance On A Volcano (An Analysis by Rick Beato)

The brilliance of the band Genesis is on full display during the writing and performing of the album, "Trick Of The Tail", especially when you realize they had just lost what many considered the creative genius of the group, Peter Gabriel. 

Expectation VS Anticipation

After three days God resurrected Jesus’ body and his spirit returned to it. For the next forty days Jesus appeared to many (1 Cor. 15:3-8). After which, in the presence of the disciples, he ascended to heaven to await his second coming (Acts 1:6-12).

Based on this historical fact and the promises of God, it is the believers’ great hope that when we die our spirit will also go to heaven to be with Jesus. There we will wait for the end of this age and Jesus’ second coming, when God will raise up our physical resurrection bodies to be united with our spirits (1 Cor. 15:51-52). There we will live in a physical new heaven and new earth with Jesus forever.

"The hope of the righteous brings joy, but the expectation of the wicked will perish." - Proverbs 10:28

Genesis - The Duke Suite (1980)

This live performance by the band Genesis, in my opinion, is musical brilliance! This clip is from their album, Duke, which captures the band at the height of their powers in 1980. And at the risk of repeating myself, each time I listen to this album, I'm transported to the Red Food Store parking lot on Lee Hwy, thunder and rain pounding down, where at the end of our shift, we are both doing the homework for our phycology class the next day, listening on my buddy Steve's custom Pioneer audio system in his 81' Chevy Camaro.

It truly just seems like yesterday . . . 

Genesis | Duke | 1980

"What It Means To Me" by David Jeremiah

Did you hear about the professor who invented a complicated but finely-tuned machine in his garage? The contraption was years in the making. Finally one day an inquisitive neighbor persuaded the inventor to let him peek at it. There it was—an enormous apparatus with gears and belts and flywheels and electronic components with their flashing lights and digital readouts. 

With a push of a button, the machine hummed into motion with seamless precision, all the moving parts operating together like a miniature galaxy. The neighbor was hypnotized by the synchronization of the parts, then he asked, “But what does it do?”

“What do you mean?” asked the professor.

“I mean, what does it do? What is it good for?”

“Oh,” said the scholar, “it doesn’t really do anything, but look how wonderfully it works.”

That’s a picture of much of today’s thinking. Scholars have elaborate theories, and we all have lots of opinions, but sometimes we never get around to application. We can accumulate information, explain ideas, and discuss data, but left unanswered is the question—so what?

"If I Were The Devil" by Paul Harvey

If I were the Devil

If I were the Prince of Darkness

I'd want to engulf the

Whole world in darkness

And I’d have a third of it's real estate

And four-fifths of it's population

But I wouldn't be happy until I had seized

The ripest apple on the tree – thee

The Impact Of Pride

The longer that I linger on this planet, the more I discover the lack of true perspective that I have about my life. In 1974, Bravo, a software program, was one of the first programs to incorporate the WYSIWYG technology, or as it is better known, What You See Is What You Get. This was a revolutionary concept at the time because before this software was released, printing was a lot like trying to hit a target in the dark. What your eyes perceived on your computer screen was generally not what happened when you tried to print your work. 

Which is a lot like trying to contemplate our reality without the wisdom of Christ . . . 

"We set our eyes not on what we see but on what we cannot see. What we see will last only a short time, but what we cannot see will last forever." - (2 Corinthians 4:18 | NCV)

Investing In Our Weaknesses

In a lot of ways, dependence upon God during good times is rarely needed, at least from our perspective during that time. But as C.S. Lewis put it, "God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world.”

We just celebrated Easter last Sunday and if there is a greater story of strength arising from weakness, I have yet to hear it. Jesus had been tortured, and then publicly executed, and His disciples were beyond despondent. 

It was officially the Act II for the church as everything that had been worked for, sacrificed for, and invested in Jesus ministry appeared to be destroyed. It was at this moment, this precise divine appointment, that God chose to demonstrate how the death of His Son become the greatest gift our world has ever known. 

Weakness. Powerless. Hopeless. We have or will experience these seasons in our lives, where darkness threatens to overwhelm us in our despondence and suffering takes up residence in our hearts. And just like that moment over two thousand years ago we are faced with a choice, how are we to respond during times of suffering and pain?

The Curse of Being Certain

Lying. Murder. Sexual Immorality. Disobedience. These are but a few of the sins committed by the Bible's prominent pillars of faith. These were people who made epic failures in their moments of weakness, yet they are also people that God redeemed and used in powerful ways to build His Kingdom. 

Today, we are going to look at the life of the father of Israel, Abraham. A man credited with incredible faith and revered for his place in our heritage. Even so, he was still a man and like us, he made his share of mistakes.

What's interesting is that Abram (as he was originally named) didn’t grow up in a godly home or have a great spiritual influence. He didn’t start with the makings of being the great patriarch of Israel. In fact, Abram came from a godless home in a wicked nation. Not much to start with, which appears in the Bible to be the type of person that God loves to use in a mighty way! 

"Did the Israelites Really Live in Egypt?"

This blog is a reprint of an article written by: Samuel McKoy and Brad Macdonald (Link below to online article)

The Bible describes Israel’s time in Egypt in remarkable and vivid detail. It tells us roughly when the Semitic descendants of Abraham arrived in Egypt and where they settled. It tells us what the Israelites did while in Egypt and describes their interactions with the Egyptians. Finally, the Bible gives us a good indication of when Israel left Egypt and the dramatic events surrounding the Exodus.

Although the biblical text clearly and explicitly documents Israel’s sojourn in Egypt, some scholars reject the idea that the Hebrews ever dwelt in Egypt. One primary reason they reject this biblical account as fiction is because of a purported lack of archaeological evidence. “The Exodus is so fundamental to us and our Jewish sources that it is embarrassing that there is no evidence outside of the Bible to support it,” wrote archaeologist Stephen Rosenberg in the Jerusalem Post (April 14, 2014).

Is that true? Is there really no evidence outside of the Bible to support Israel’s sojourn in Egypt and the Exodus?

I Stand At The Door | by Sam Shoemaker

I Stand at the Door | by Sam Shoemaker 

I stand by the door.

I neither go to far in, nor stay to far out.

The door is the most important door in the world -

It is the door through which men walk when they find God.

There is no use my going way inside and staying there,

When so many are still outside and they, as much as I,

Crave to know where the door is.

And all that so many ever find

Is only the wall where the door ought to be.

Waiting

The Bible is filled with examples of waiting, but did you realize that theme is not reflected in the beginning of the first book of the Bible. God speaks and His will is accomplished. Yet, after the introduction of sin and the fall of man, now mankind is faced with the loss of the eternal, to be replaced by the introduction of Time. 

I believe one of the few things that remains unchanged from God's original creation is His love. Everything else, from nature to mortality was radically and permanently transformed and disfigured by our act of disobedience. When God speaks throughout the bible about the ramifications and destructive power of sin, we don't have to imagine what the ripple effects of sin might look like, we are living in stark reality of the consequences of that one moment.

But praise God, this reality is not the reality of eternity.    

Let's Talk About Pain and Suffering

Life consists of many seasons: birth, growth, education, maturity, work, and death. Feelings and experiences often beyond our control are spread out between those seasons. And it perhaps the desire of all of us to be caught up in endless days of joy, happiness, and gladness because, as they say, a merry heart is a good medicine (Proverbs 17:22). 

But before we dive into the subject of this blog, please understand my intent. I am in no way advocating a shortcut or pie-in-the-sky philosophy that ignores the tremendous pain and suffering that so many are enduring all around us. And I am not lifting the banner that proclaims that we should all be happy and smiling, no matter our circumstances. 

In fact, I believe this belief has been undeniably harmful to the cause of Christ. But since it most likely our lot in life to have seasons of pain, challenges, and suffering, perhaps, it might be a good investment to view this subject from God's perspective. 

Let's start with how pain, as impossible as it might be to understand when drowning in the tragedies of life, can lead to a time of spiritual growth and even blessing.  

The Judgement Seat of Jesus Christ

While talking to some friends the other day, the subject arose about an upcoming event called the Judgement Seat of Jesus Christ. 

When I was young I remember vividly viewing a black-and-white cartoonish religious tract that depicted the Last Judgement as a vast humanity stand before Jesus, in front of a huge screen, while everyone, including the person currently being judged, witnessed all of that person's sins that he or she committed during their life. This imagery caused many a sleepless night as I sought to imagine, even at my relative innocent age, all my transgressions being broadcast for everyone to see!

Thankfully, that scene is nowhere to be found in the Bible. But there was an element of truth to that belief that it took many years for me to come to terms with. Let's take a closer look at what I believe the Bible teaches about this particular judgement from God. 

"Lord, make me pure, but not yet!" – Augustine

St Augustine's battle with chastity is as inspirational as it is well-known. For many years he struggled to change his life, while at the same time being so completely chained to his sin that he was unable to make the changes necessary. I encourage you to read on and learn how to overcome the persistent sins in your own life by following his example.

“Lord, make me pure, but not yet!” This infamous prayer of the young Augustine of Hippo (354-430) reflects the inner conflict of any soul who recognises the virtuous thing to do, yet fears the demanding struggle against human urges and passions. In his Confessions, St Augustine was not afraid to admit his utter powerlessness in the face of sexual temptation. As a young man, he had given in to the attraction of sexual pleasure and took a lover whom he would never marry but who bore him his only son, Adeodatus. He was brutally honest about why he chose to live with this woman: “I had chosen her for no special reason but that my restless passions had alighted on her”. 

When Augustine abandoned the Catholic faith of his youth, much to the anxiety and dismay of his mother, St Monica, he never ceased to search for truth, even if his search led him down a few blind alleys. This search was hampered not just by his lack of understanding but by the power of the favorite sin which blinded him. His conversion was delayed because his sin enslaved him and prevented him from surrendering to the truth of the Catholic faith which would, in turn, have meant the abandonment of his old sinful lifestyle. He wrote: “I was bound down by this disease of the flesh. Its deadly pleasures were a chain that I dragged along with me, yet I was afraid to be freed from it”. His friend, the chaste Alypius, tried to talk good sense into Augustine. However, vice is contagious, and curiosity together with Augustine’s ideas began to lead Alypius astray: “For my part, I was a prisoner of habit, suffering cruel torments through trying to satisfy a lust that could never be sated: while Alypius was being led by curiosity into a like state of captivity”.

"I Am"

"So Jesus said, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man on the cross, then you will understand that I Am He. I do nothing on my own but say only what the Father taught me." John 8:28

This is the word that Jesus pronounced at the end of an argument with his religious opponents. He no longer says, “I Am” this or that: the bread of life, the light of the world, the resurrection and the life, and so on. He simply says “I Am” without further clarification. This gives his declaration an absolute, foundational truth that is beyond reproach. I believe that Jesus is intentionally recalling the word of Exodus 3:14 and Isaiah 43:10-12, in which God proclaims his divine “I Am”.

There is also the aspect that Jesus being crucified is necessary to us understanding His Divinity. It is a required step toward the revelation of Jesus being awarded the authority over all things by God the Father. The name of Jesus is the name above all names, never to take a backseat to any of our "created gods" or any created being who exists anywhere in the universe. 

Playing The Ball Where The Monkey Drops It

Right out of the chute, I want to apologize if you have heard this story before, (in fact, if you are a follower of christian blogs you have probably read or heard this illustration a bunch of times). 

Quick recap, In Calcutta, India, a British company designed and built a golf course. However, there was a problem – monkey’s surrounded the golf course – there is confusion about the appeal but whatever it was about the game of golf, these monkeys really enjoyed both watching and taking part in the game of golf. So when one of the golfers took a swing and knocked the ball into the fairway, these monkeys would run along, grab the ball, and start throwing it around.

Obviously, the golfers didn’t like this, so they tried doing a few different things to solve the problem.

The first thing that they did to try to control this situation was to build high fences around the golf course – not such a great idea considering it’s was monkeys that they were trying to keep out! 

Not surprisingly – the monkeys just climbed the fences and carried on with their game.

The next thing they tried to do was to lure the monkeys away from the golf course but the number of monkeys made this a no-win proposition. The same failure occured when the plan shifted to capturing the monkeys, for everyone they managed to capture there seemed to be a dozen to take its place.

The British finally acknowledged that they couldn’t solve the problem and decided that they had to bring about an innovation – and the innovation was a ground rule that said – ‘We play the ball wherever the monkey drops it.

The Avoidance of Pain

If you are like me, as you journey through your life, you seek to avoid pain. This is true about the great and the least, and if you don't believe me check out this quote from Thomas Jefferson, “The art of life is the art of avoiding pain; and he is the best pilot, who steers clearest of the rocks and shoals with which it is beset.”

With all due respect to the genius of one of our founding fathers, he is wrong.

Jesus makes it clear that if we are to follow Him, we will encounter pain. This world is broken and we are linked to this destruction with an unbreakable bond. But He also makes it clear that pain and suffering are a gift, a pathway to connecting with others that would be impossible without that experience. “It is good for me that I was afflicted, that I might learn your statues” - Psalm 119:71.

Hang on, we're just getting started . . . 

Starting Over . . .

It was not my intent, but I do find it interesting that my last post (last summer) was titled, "Why Don't We Get The Story We Want?"

You see, my belief in that statement is even stronger now, than when I wrote those words almost seven months ago. 

It is not an understatement to write that my world, my life, looks radically different than it did then. And in this crazy, fallen world, I don't think I'm alone in my circumstances. 

You see, seven months ago, I was married. I owned a house. But I also lacked peace. And joy. And worst of all, I had long ago jettisoned my dependence upon God.

Let me be clear, my lack of peace and joy were my choices. And I was very much aware that I was helpless to navigate the challenges that were before me. I was calling upon Jesus on a regular basis to deliver me from the numerous challenges that I was facing. And I very much believed that the Bible taught that even in the middle of challenging circumstances, God will always provide a path that leads to peace and joy. However, when in the throes of chaos, I still sought my way before seeking Him.

And my way will never lead to true peace and joy.